Look Forward , Think Positive

I'm always pretending , nothing happen . Nothing , ya . I'm fine . But beyond my own expereience on severe in the mild world , I'm having a great sorrow . Its hard to face it , but that is the facts . That I must not flick it . Sometimes , we seems to having our own smile , our own laugh but the others won't see our own cry , our own sad , our own sorrow . I'm good enough in pretending happy but fool enough to pretend smiling and having a great joy . Joyness doesn't exist in my world , it exist on my fantasy world . My world is full of cyber friends , which I mean that , I'm more flexible in it . I'm unpredictable . I'm an elastic soul . I've got the heat .