I've Make The Heat

Chaos . This is the first word since I know my cousin is officially with Taqim right now . Ok , congrats yarh . But , how hurt . I'm the last person know about this . Even , I'm the middle person between them . But , why me ? Why me the last one know ? Am I too awful ? Shits . Ok fine . I'll never up-towards this again . I'll make silence starating from today . Actually , is yesterday . They were officially declare in 1 April 2010 . Why 1st ? It's a karma . And dejavu too ~ Hurt . My last word . Thank you .